We almost cancel our trip because of the bomb attack that occurs in Brussels just a day before, but yeah we only planned but whatever it is Allah stil the best planner of all. Everything went well alhamdulillah. 😊

The journey, the company and the view were splendid ! Since this is my first time travelling by coach (bus) across the Europe, I learned that  the UK is not included in the mainland (read;tanah besar). 😅 confident je dulu ingat UK tu dalam tanah besar (well, i'm sucks in Geography). maka, betullah bila org cakap jauh pemandangan, luas perjalanan kannn. Therefore, we have to cross the sea untuk sampai Europe.

So after like 4 hours journey,semua kena turun bus for immigration seurity check, time ni rasa macam paranoid sikit sbb baru kena attack kan lepastu nak masuk brussels pulak tu  😱😱😶😶 you know how that feels like, isn't it? Lepas tu naik ferry time ni excited gila *lmao* sbb first time kan. jakun sikit lah jadinyaa. Approximately dalam 2 jam dalam ferry baru sampai darat (darat? mainland). Total journey dalam 10 jam macamtu so okaylah not bad haaa. Sbb dalam bus tidur je bukan buat apa pun, kalau lucky enough dpt coach yg ada wifi haa melangut lah tgok phone sampai drain battery. Despite of ticket yg jauh lagi murah pada flight and train, kena tanggung sikit lah badan lenguh semua tu. yeahh, everything pun ada pro's and con's kann.

Around 630 pagi sampai brussels. Masa memula masuk tu takyah cakap ah mmg sunyi gila bandar dia. tak nampak org langsung. cuak tu takyah cakap ah cemana tp alhamdulillah selamat sepanjang perjalanan. kitorang turun dkt brussles-midi station kalau tak silpa (can't remember sbb dh quiet lama ). Sampai je nak keluar station ke arah cari transport tu, nampak askar yg pakai baju lengkap siap ngan baju kalis peluru tu haa. cuak plus rasa mcm tgh dalam game scene.

Tapi okaylah sbb lagi kuat security which means kita rasa lagi selamat kan, tgh bandar dia takyah cakaplah mmg askar everywhere. since bussels kitorang duduk sehari je so pergilah tempat paling jauh dulu which is atomium and grand place. mini europe


 ni tempat yg kumpulkan seluruh europe punya mini monumen lah centu. Kalau masuk sini dh macam tour europe lah gittew. kalau tak silap tiket masuk dalam 15 euro tp worth je kot ntohle depends lah korang ni jenis cemana, kalau najwa suka je benda mcmni pameran muzium etc ( eh yekee?)so worth je lah kot rasanyaa. lepastu pegi atomium tak masuk pun amik gambar je hehe. sbb atomium ni sbelah minineurope tu je.

Kawan time btn dulu, aznie namanyaa :)

Grand place !

Atomium

Mini big ben with aznie kehkeh

The best cheese fries in town !

Basically, grand place ni macam satu dataran yg dikelilingi bangunan bangunan cantik which is museums. tp worth la tempat ni mmg superb and kalau datang Brussels, please try the belgium waffles sedap gila ! and french fries dia pun sedap sgt !

That's al about Brussels and do which me luck for another 6 papers yeahhhh 💪💪 moga Allah bantu !

Can I be that kind of girl,
which don't have to put make-up on to be pretty,
which standing beautifully in the crowd,
which smiles confidently without any hesitation in her face.


Being an ordinary girl,
Who live in the extraordinary world,
doesn't really make sense to me,
walking alone in the drizzle at night,
watching 'live' drama,
so-called-late-night parties,
boys and girls drinking and laughing at the thought of life which they think was funny,
while deep inside my heart,
I know something was missing.


I miss that kind of inspiration,
I miss how comfortable it was to be at a place called home,
I miss getting excited waiting for those days to meet that special person,
I miss how it feels like to share stories and jokes with him,
and to laugh at our own mistakes and silly remedies.


and there I was,
still walking in the rain,
reminiscing those good old days,
and let myself drowning in those memories,
accompanied by few dim street lights and beautiful twinkling stars.

okay, let's talk about these girls. Random betul tp i intended to write about them long ago but got no time. malas sebenarnyaa . 

if I were asked to write about these bunch I'm pretty sure i will grab a box of A4 and wrote everything and still not enough. eh yekee? tp kalau suruh tulis sekarang pun blank tak tahu nak tulis apa. over je haha *cries* 

Orang kata true love tu bila kita tak tahu apa reasons dia kan, we just love them. That's it ! so that's it ! dari dulu, i got very small circle of best friends. like very small. 

"yeah, people come and go aite?"

 so only the best will stay. (if you guys are destinied to read this post someday, that sentence is for you guys 😚😚, you know who you are kehkeh) is not that I-dont-have-many-friends. It just that I tend to know many people but tend-not-to-be-very-close. macam syu selalu cakap, we got like sooo ramai kenalan tp tak ramai 'kawan'. haa betullah tu. that's simply describe how my "friendship" life turn out to be. Tu tak describe "relationship" life lagi macamana😅😅 😅

Dgn schoolmates pun kadang-kadang rasa lagi rapat lepas keluar sekolah. Maybe masa ni baru kita rasa nak value friendship tu sebenarnya kot. Ntohle. Just my 2cents. Rindu zaman yang takpayah pikir pasal exam, coursework, assignment, emo dgn kawan, merajuk tak tentu pasal, kena marah tak tentu pasal, dilema nak beli handbag mana, nak minum air apa, nak masak apa. 

Growing up sucks ! but that is the reality that we have to face :(

 

Okay, jauh benor lari topik malam ni. Biasalah dah malam malam typical girl kenalah over thinking sikit kan. Like-so-damn-over-thinking sebenarnyaa. Penatlah over thinking hari-hari bila nak jadi positif, tenang macam hanan. 😅😅

dah alang-alang sebut hanan tu, there's so many things that I adore about her. Like she's the ibu terbaik kepada anak-anak type. Cakap lembut, nasihat pun berguna sgt *even kadang-kadang sentap sendiri* tp bila fikir balik berguna je apa dia cakap tu kehkeh. Mula-mula kenal dia ni kitorang risau sgt like tkboleh geng tp alhamdulillah we made it yeahh ! She's a bit different before, but she seeems to be like us now. (in term of gaya cakap, bg pendapat etc) (please jangan ikut gaya baju, style tudung and gaya shopping kitorang eh hanan ?).  Above all, what I love the most about her is selalu mengaji sejuk je bilik sebelah dengar kadang-kadang diri sendiri rasa bersalah sbb masa tu mungkin tgh tengok movie, online shopping ke belajar ke eh ? 😏 Semoga hanan tak rasa terbeban dgn kitorang 

Biasanya, watak utama dalam a circle of friend mesti lah mak kan? I mean bukanlah mak kita mak awk ke mak sapa sapa. Mesti lah ada the one yang mother-like sangat perangai dia, and this title goes to ilya ! yaayyyy ! Tahniah ilya kekalkan prestasi. amende najwa merepek ni 😐  Dulu dari zaman msu lagi ilya lah selalu uruskan bil itu ini, beli barang rumah, masakkan kitorang (tu zaman org lain tak "mahir" masak lagi k sekarang dh ada jadual kehkeh) anddd sampai sekarang pun ilya jugakk yang rajin sikit pegi beli barang rumah (orang lain kurang sikit rajin dia termasuklah diri sendiri 😆😆) ingatkan pasal bil, callkan teksi, etc etc. Semoga ilya pun tak serik layan kitorang. Jangan risau ilya masakan ilya tetap paling sedap hehe 😚😚 and ilya semoga terus melebarkan sayap dalam online shopping eh ? jangan terpengaruh sgt yaa, nanti susah nak control tauuu 

Cakap pasal online shopping, mesti ingat hanis. Kenapa ntah tak tahuuuu 😅😅. Hanis ni she's that kind of friend yg najwa rasa paling boleh ngam ah. Gaya pikir pun nk sama (except for taste in warna baju, warna tudung kehkeh) tp kalau org paling baik bg response and so-called-solution adalah hanis. yayyyy ! yg selalu najwa cari kalau ada so-callled-relationship-homesick-problems (org lain pun cari jugak tp malu nak cerita lelebih 😅😅). tempat mengadu masalah muka tak flawless nak pakai apa lepasni, bila-nak-kurus-thingy. Mimah pun join the group jugak tp mimah dah cantik k k *mimah kalau baca jangan kembang*. Dia ni macam makcik-makcik lah sikit tp jangan risau nis gaya cakap je lain semua awet muda je kehkeh.

Mimah she's that kind of girl yang give good first impression. Masa memula jumpa dkt MSU;

"cantiknya minah ni, sopan je, lembut etc etc"

tu like semua org punya impression dkt mimah, haaa great minds think alike! amende tetibee. Tp dia sebenarnya, tegas dan bila dia cakap nak nak lah. ( dia tk hesitate lah macam org lain, najwa terutamanya hehe). Decision making dia firm gituhhh . bila marah, semua org pun takutlah nk tegur, but she's a good friend indeed. Selalu ingat apa yang kwan-kawan suka. Selalu sebut

Ana (bukan nama sebenar) mesti suka ni...

aaaa ni mcm ili(bukan nama sebenar) sgt...

Dont worry, dia tak pernah lagi mengamuk koyak carpet ke apa. Yang penting hati baik ceh 😅😅😅 dan orang paling best nak beli makeup sekali, selalu la masuk sephora dgn mimah dulu dulu kehkeh. dan org paling rajin makan lewat malam (like so lewat malaam) dgn najwa. Macehh mahhh 😘😍

Dan lastly ipah. haa perangai sama lah mcm mimah dua dua garang kalau marah dua dua pun najwa takut nak tegurrr 😭😭. Patutlah birthday sebelah sebelah. Ipah ni dia tegas lah and maturedd like-the-most-matured-one between us. Tp on the other side, dia pun ada je gegirl punya pms, emo etc. kalau sedih dia diam je or kadang kadang she tend to not to care about benda yg buat dia sedih tu. bukan macam najwa, asyik nak fikir je kerja apa pun tk jalan kalau asyik fikir yedok? Thankyou ipah sbb selalu jadi pemeriah bilik dikala kesepian kehkeh. dah dah le borong handbag nak balik buat preloved ke bag bag tu ?  

 

nota kaki : kesimpulannya, semua wife material k k semoga terus sabar dgn perangai najwa yg akan terus 'mewarnai' hari hari kamu semuaaaa. There's still lots of things about u guys but I choose not to share them since the best things in life should'nt be shared online 😉(macam kenal je ayat ni) 😏 andd semoga kita terus overly attached sampai anak cucu cicit dan semoga dapat capai cita-cita sama and masuk syurga sama-sama aminnn. Rindu nana ! rindu nk dgr cerita nana before tidur. Nanti balik kita gather insyaAllah. :))

Zaman kurus dulu dulu

Zaman tak kurus sekarang sekarang 😂😂

This summarise my goals this exams weeks :)

Assalamualaikum,
  It's been a long time since I last posted in this blog. Busy ? bolehlah tahan. Literally, baru je habis semua assessment untuk coursework portion dan sekarang tinggal lagi 7 papers utk written exams. I should have been studying now, but now I'm procastinating to the max. Duhh, susah jugak bila takde kelas and duduk satu bilik sorang ni. I feel like procastinating all the time, that's why kadang2 kena paksa diri pergi library atleast study something. One or two chapter would do 😀.

Niatnyaa, nak share something yg kitorang dapat from last usrah dengan kak fatenn haritu. Basically, malam tu kitorang discuss like two big topics which is perjalanan hidup seorang insan and 2 pencuri masa. I'm not going to share about the perjalanan hidp seorang insan (maybe someday I will) but I wanna share about the pencuri masa.

Bila dengar pasal pencuri masa ni, terus terdetik dalam hati *eh betullah, kena sangat*. Dua makhluk so-called-pencuri tu ialahhh *drum rolls* (just imagine we have drum sets somewhere)

• Kebimbangan masa depan (anxiety)
• Penyesalan masa lalu (depression)

 betulkan ? Basically, kalau duduk termenung tak buat apa mesti asyik fikir, macamanalah masa depan aku ni. apa nak jadii hmm bla bla. cemana nak urus hidup (duit,family,kawan and etc) or maybe fikir tu tak buat lagi ni tak buat lagi haa banyak lagi kerja tak buat. or else, asyik throwback zaman masa dulu, *bestnya dulu belajar takdelah susah macamni*, *kenapalah dulu tak belajar elok2*, *dulu sempat je nak g shopping karaoke ke golek2 pandang syiling, tgok wayang keluar lepak ke apa, sekarang nak buat semua tu asyik rasa bersalah je sbb study tak habis lagi*. Both mende ni boleh lead to proscatination (mmglah dhtu termenungtak buat apa) and depression or etc.
so, the tips are bila asyik dihantui pencuri masa ni, we have to do something. kena fight back lah kan kalau tak sampai bilaa nak asyik risau pikir pasal dunia (nangissss 😭😭😭).

1. Niat.

"Actions are according to intentions". So, niat mula2 tu dah kena betul, aku buat ni kerana Allah ke, ke nak pleased my parents or nak pleased sesapa lah masyarakat,negara,agama ke bangsa? therefore, make sure niat tu kerana apa? kalau kerana Allah insyaAllah dia mudahkan apa yang kita nak buat tu. (belajar,makan,main, etc 💤👔🎾🎓✏)

dan bersyukur.

 

Sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada. please, dont compare yourself to others. (everyone has their own specialities, so do you 😆😉) *peringatan untuk diri sendiri jugak*.

 

2. Sangkaan Kita.

"focus on excellence, forget success"

Dari kecik lagi kan, kita selalu dibiasakan dengan ayat macamni, "along janji dpt flying colours" or "nanti kena dapat num 1 tau", sepatutnyaa kita kena janji buat yang terbaik. Atleast, bila kita dh mindset to do our best, insyaAllah He will ease our ways. bila dh janji dgn parents macam tu atleast nant bila dpt result, maybe they will think that "my daughter had do the best she could,that's okay" :). hmm macamana eh nak cakap, i'm not blaming on the parenting techniques but maybe that's somehow will make our children feel better. bukan dengan ayat "95 je ? mana lagi 5?" somehow, they tend to feel sad. * i really know how it feelss when you're very excited nak balik tunjuk result but then you're mom/dad tanya "mana lagi sikit? kenapa tak dapat full marks?" . mmg lepastu masuk bilik banjir lah terus 😭😭. Therefore, budak tu mesti fikir lepas ni "okay, I have to be success tak buat yang terbaik pun takpe asalkan i will do whatever it takes to get the tittle NUMBER 1". so, niat asal dh lari dh utk buat yang terbaik tu. Suka untuk diingatkan, setiap kali rasa tak okay,stress,dissapointed or rasa macam you have do ur best, kenapa Allah tak kasik lagi kejayaan tu ? .

sit back and relax, think of what He had gave you.

• you still have oxygen to breathe.
• you still be able to walk to school, to learn.
• you still be able to see the blue sky, hear the birds chirping and talk to your friends.
• so, which of His favour would you deny ? 

 

3. Usaha kita.

  

banyak mana kita usaha? worth ke usaha kita dgn apa yang kita nak? should we give more? or is there something yang tak kena dgn usaha kita sbbtu Allah tak bagi lagi ? 

 

4. Doa & Tawakkal.

Sentiasalah doakan supaya ditakdirkan dgn takdir yang baik dan semoga Allah bagi apa yang terbaik untuk kita. sbb mungkin apa yang kita suka tu sebenarnya tak baik utk kita, is it?

 

dan sokmo lah letok dalam hati tu, dalam dunia ni, semua hok berlaku tu ada hikmahnyaa. dan selalulah ingatkan diri sendiri kita berjaya dan lulus sbb rahmat Allah dan berkat orang sekeliling ( ibubapa,cikgu,lecturer,kawan2 even org2 tepi jalan yang kita senyum or do good deeds to them ). 

Another quotes dari hanan, yang sgt positif and najwa sgt suka which is :

"setiap kali ditimpa musibah, cakap dgn diri sendiri, rahmat Allah nak datang tu"

InsyaAllah, you will feel the difference. 😊😊

"orang yang tertekan selalunya bergantung pada diri sendiri"

maka, bergantunglah kepada yang Maha Kuasa.

That's all from me dan semoga Allah mudahkan urusan semua yang bakal tempuhi Final. Do your best and keep praying. May He gives us the best !!